Anw you know how they say what you can’t change changes you? It’s true. I have now become a slut. I’m so ashamed of who I am now. It’s you, it’s all because of you. Sigh. Life can be so challenging at times…

xoxo

what an experience it was!

that woman in her 30s i used to see,

now only her creased forehead and face

to add another dimension between us.

how sweet her layered little squarish

suntan cakes still tasted;

those layers that i peeled off

piece by piece to savour their charms.

and as i peeled the woman gave me

that more mature and

deeply heartstirring smile

that tore through the distance

between us as if each layer i had peeled carried a

story of her own life.

those years of experiences now seen in phases,

like the layers of her cake.

the child in me leapt up again.

i left behind what

has separated us to present the innocent smile

we used to give each other.

momentarily we lived those days when i was a child

and she a young woman.

those childhood years

when we saw people as what they were.

those childhood years

when our smiles, love

were a fountain spring of ourselves

until the days when growing up

added different shades

of feelings and thoughts to our relationships.

i hate the layer

those creases and wrinkles laid in me.

i prefer to see them

as a child

where she would probably be

the wise woman in some cartoon film.

how those cakes would never

be the same again.

how i loved those pink and white layers,

the pink and white that had always

carried a fairy tale behind them.

(by John Tiong Chung Hoo)

Striking poem, Beautifully worded; a wave of nostalgia overwhelmed me.

Hi person reading this!!!! On my second attempt to log on to my wordpress I succeeded!! Pretty damn awesome. Now I can blog (or bitch) and lock it from the public’s eyes. Yipee!! Good good. You will be seeing more of me here. Hahahaha.

Congratulations to you who finds this post!!! ^_^

………. I’ll control my caffeine consumption.

Me love you most~ and we’re never gonna cede to those manipulative lies!!!!!!

P.S./ I love Frolic! (yogurt ice cream)